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* Its main feature is a 4-minute video that offers 12 powerful blessings. It is an adaptation of The Twelve Gifts for Healing, a book that provides readers with renewed faith in themselves to help them through difficult times – whether the challenge is an illness, divorce, or the death of a loved one. I was inspired to write this book when I faced cancer.
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Wishing you all the best,
Softening Fear © 2008
In September of 2000, I
was diagnosed with a form of Non-Hodgkin’s Lymphoma for which present-day
medicine says there is no cure. When I learned that cancer cells were growing
in lymph nodes in my throat and abdomen and in my bone marrow, I felt as
if I had been spun around and punched in the stomach. For several days I
could digest only small bits of medical information at a time. I glanced
at diagrams of mutant lymph cells then quickly looked away. Like most cancer
patients, I experienced many emotions. At first I felt frozen with fear.
I mourned the lost health I had taken for granted. Then I became determined
The metaphor of waging war
with cancer is useful for some patients, but I did not want to hold a violent
attitude toward my body nor hate any part of it. I didn’t want to fight
cancer, but without a doubt I was determined to release it from my system.
I sensed that my cancer
diagnosis was a call to love my whole self more and to better appreciate
the trillions of healthy cells that were living in harmony with one another.
Along with treatments with a biologic agent (Rituxan) and standard chemotherapy
(CHOP), I used many complementary therapies, including meditation and visualization,
which relaxed and empowered me. I drank large quantities of purified water;
ate nutritiously; and further nourished my cells with music, aromatherapy,
and therapeutic touch. I prayed, watched funny movies and read spiritual
stories. During that time, I was also inspired to write a fable. It
became The Twelve Gifts for Healing, a story about an ailing
woman who journeys to seek healing wisdom from a wise woman named Mater.
Like those women, everyday I recited twelve specific blessings for myself
and all others. One of them was “May you allow fear to soften and
melt away.” I was inspired to act out the intention by witnessing the simple,
inevitable melting of an ice cube at room temperature.
So I went to my kitchen,
opened the freezer and removed one ice cube. For a moment I cradled it in
the palm of my hand. I let it rest there and noticed the chill on my skin.
Gently, I placed it in a saucer and centered it on the table. Later
I returned to see and appreciate the ice cube’s transformation to water.
Hundreds of times since
then, I have repeated this ritual, whenever fear shows up about cancer or
a situation in my family or global warming or tension in the world or anything
at all. You may wish to try this ritual yourself whenever you feel fear
about health, relationships, finances - anything in your personal world
or in the world at large.
In September 2001, after
the completion of chemotherapy, CT scans and a bone marrow biopsy revealed
no evidence of cancer.
I would not have consciously chosen cancer as a teacher, but I now appreciate the valuable lessons it offered. Cancer led me to look deeper and to understand that our inherent gifts of strength, beauty, courage, compassion, hope, joy, talent, imagination, reverence, wisdom, love and faith all have tremendous healing power. They can help us heal ourselves, one another and the world. Accessing them begins with willingness. Gratitude increased their flow. We are all on a healing journey. May you heal and help others.
Consider this simple activity:
Upon waking or before you begin your work day, remove an ice cube from your freezer and place it in a cup, saucer, or bowl. Set the container in a place where it will remain undisturbed.
See the ice cube as representing fear, your
own fear in all the ways it shows up, as well as fear in the world. You
may wish to use a cube for each fear you identify. Silently or out
loud say, “This represents fear. I am willing to allow my feelings of fear
to soften and melt away today.” Go about your day.
“This book is a blessing, an inspiration, and an act of beauty and reverence.”
- Joan Borysenko, Ph.D.
author of Minding the Body, Mending the Mind
magnificent gift. Let it open and heal your heart.”
- Christiane Northrup, M.D.
author of Women’s Bodies, Women’s Wisdom